Who are You?

I'm not perfect,
I'm not hot.
I'm not happy,
I'm just not.
I cry when you're not looking,
I'm not ok, just a bit unsure of what to feel,
I dont care what you say,
I just want to be me.
I'm not a follower and I won't follow you!
I wont let you run my life,
I wont let you lead me away.
I refuse to partake in your bullshit lies.
I'm loud, but I don't care!
Thats just me I'm insecure,
lost and a lil sad, but you dont care.
I'm not here for your entertainment, I'm not a game!
I like a little pain.
I'm addicted to dark things,
though it breaks me, I just cant get enough.
I love the thrill,
I'm not afraid of things that may harm me,
That's just me.
You may think you love me,
but I'm on a one-way road to death,
I'm just going my own way.
I don't care if I fall,
I don't care if I cry,
I don't care if I bleed to death,
I don't care what you do to me.
I won't care, but again,
That's just me!